Well, if you have to ask, it’s just friends.

Hello, So we finally found out what killed my brother, some condition of the heart which makes it larger then normal, why it killed him however they are unsure, but they believe it was down to a virus. That doesn’t really bother me as such, I’m just happy to know that his body was released and on Thursday the 10th of August 2006 at 2pm we shall be able to bury his body. I guess I should use this space to thank all the people on the intarweb of who I know none of you other then text on a screen who were there to listen to me ramble like a loony at times. So a big thanks to all of you, prevented me from going insane increasing my insanity level. I recently dug out on old mix CD, which I haven’t seen since I was in school, I’m talking 7 to 8 years back, but it’s still a great CD, good music. Glad I found it as it’s about an hour worth of extra music. Though there is still one song I’m unsure of it’s name. That’s pretty much all for this week. Take care, ~Jordan

07 Aug 2006 by -PsYcHo-MaN- comments (1)

I'm not worried. I'm concerned.

Hello, So it's a week later, and we still know nothing about my brother, what he died of, and because of which his body is yet to be released, so we don't know when his funeral is. Very very damn annoyed at how long it's taking, they know it wasn't fowl play, leave it at that, release the body already! I've spent the last few days taking part in an LFS League (GVGLFSL or GVGamers Live For Speed League), and I won the first race, plus got super pole (set fastest time in qually), and earned myself 13 points, but I came second (after a heated battle) in the second race, and failed to score SP, which means I only got 11 points, but in a strange twist, the guy who came second in the last race got SP and came first in this one, so we are dead locked at 24 points each. With two more races in the league, the way we are going we'll need a sudden death or some such. Today I also chose to go for a walk, with things being in the shitty condition they have been recently it suddenly started to rain, which tempted me to go for a walk. Then after glacing into the IRC channel I sit in, and reading the crap that was say, I went for that walk. I had no idea where I was going, nor did I care when I got home, I just put on my jacket and walked, I ended up walking a rather long tour of town, which was so refreshing, and I would have done the full tour, but half way round my knees started playing up (yes I'm that old), and an injuery I got on holiday, which I though was healed shown it's ugly face again, so walking became torture, so I cut the walk short and went home for a shower as I was rather sweaty as though it was raining, it was damn hot. I guess that is news for this week. If anything important crops up I'll be sure to inform you all (heh, I still talk like I have readers). Take care, ~Jordan [edit: Today we recived a phone call from the corroner. Due to them being unable to find what caused his death, an inquest must be carried out, this inquest shall now mean that it will be 6 to 8 weeks before his body will be released. It also means I now have to decide if I want to go see him or not. Oh what joy.]

31 Jul 2006 by -PsYcHo-MaN- comments (0)

Rumor has it you used to be a pretty funny guy. Don't lose that.

Hello, At the start of this year I knew it was going to be a bad one, and I've had one downer after the next, failing exams, having to have my dog put down, the list goes on. But today I got the worst news anyone could ever get. Last night my brother died from heatstroke. At first I really didn't believe what I was being told (mostly because it was my dad telling me), and even now, what I've been told hasn't really sunk in, and until the creamation, I don't think it will. But I guess the fact it hasn't sunk in is a good thing, with family members all around me falling apart, and you need one person to hold it together to help them get through it. My mother has got to the stage of blaming herself for it, as she got a text message from him last night saying that he passed out from work and he wasn't feeling too good, but never got round to replying to him, so now it's the "What if I replied, what if, I might have been able to save him" stage. But from what I have been told, it's his employer's fault for his death, when he passed out at work rather then sending him to hospital, then sent him home, where he went to sleep for the last time. He had always wanted to be a doner, but because he was sent home, by the time he was found he'd been dead too long and his organs were useless, which to me makes his death worse because the promise he made everyone agree to was broken. Though he did things to me as a child that had me hate him, he was still my brother, and I'll miss him. Take care, ~Jordan

25 Jul 2006 by -PsYcHo-MaN- comments (0)

No, no, no. I barely heard you.

Hello, I'm back from my holiday in Mallorca, and I sort of had fun there, I didn't get into the whole bar life style until the last few days, however I do believe it's something I'll be leaving there. On the 9th of July 2006, I went on my first ever scuba dive, and I can tell you this. It was bloody awesome. Best investment I have ever made in my life. I just cannot express in words how great it was. It's one of those events which you have to do to know just how great it really is. Though I did have a few problems, and I was rather air hungry (I used ~140 litres of air, my instructor used ~40 litres), but all this aside, my instructor (forgive me, but I forgot his name) was shocked that it was my first ever dive. I did so much it's unreal, however I don't have photos of most of the good stuff, and I'm too lazy to list everything, but when I get round to it, I'll upload all the photos for you all to enjoy. I'm also greatful to Annie for making last weeks news post, she truly is an amazing person. As a thank you for everything, plus the fact it's customary to buy someone a gift when you go on holiday I got Annie something before I came home. Now as I want you to be able to see it, but not Annie until she has it in her hands, I'll have to rely on trust, so if you're not Annie click here (or if you'd like a better image here), else, there is nothing to see here. Not a super photo, but you get the idea. I would link to the website of the people whom made it, but then you'd be able to see the price and I feel that cheapens a gift somewhat. But I will say that it is a lot less the the budget (~€200) I set myself. But after 3 hours hunting for something, once I walked into the store and saw that, it just seemed the perfect gift (I didn't know the price until it was called up at the till). Though I supose a lot of my person taste came into play (like it always does when I buy jewellery for people), I really hope that she likes it. Also thanks to the holida, I've stopped biting my nails, as anyone who knows me knows, it's a bad habit of mine, but I've been able to quit I for once I have some. Finally, last week on the 11th of July 2006 PMD Customs hit 1 year old. Which was nice. Take care, ~Jordan

16 Jul 2006 by -PsYcHo-MaN- comments (0)

y hullo thar

Okay, so I attempted to post my entry on Tuesday, but something went wrong and it was totally lost. So I'm trying again today, hoping that nothing happens. Soooo this week I'm posting for Jordan, as he is in the lap of luxury in Majorca. He didn't really seem too keen on going on a trip to be honest, but I think it might be a good thing for him..he really should unwind. He actually sent me a picture from his appartment. Isn't it something? I kind of miss Jordan being around, but this week, I thought I'd give him a bit of a break. Seeing as how I' considerably useless when it comes to website creation, and Jordan is always stuck either helping or doing it himself. I kind of wanted to do something to make him proud of me. Another friend suggested Dreamweaver, and though I didn't really use it much myself, I did find it really useful in figuring out how to go about doing it another way. So, friends of Jordan, feast your eyes on what I probably never could have done if Jordan wasn't there all of those times to help. <333333333333 I hope it makes him proud anyway. :) Well, all I can say really is come back soon, Jordan, it's so boring without you. ; ;

06 Jul 2006 by Annie comments (1)

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